So, for the past two nights I have not done my affirmation journal. Night before last I had a friend over and the kids were crazy, then last night I got caught up in a conversation with a guy in the similar situation as I am. It was so nice to be talking to someone fantastic and today things were going well......but then......the shiny or he got busy or I said the wrong thing....doesn't matter. I am trying to not let it bother me.
What was nice today is that I didn't have insane urges to find out what happened to Disappeared. So, though I know I will always love him, maybe I can move on without kicking the door closed with all my might.mthats just how I feel tonight.